Hurdles....

So this week so far as been a weird one for me, and it doesn't have anything to do with the election. There is something inside that is screwing me up, not physically but mentally. I can't explain what I am felling but it feels likes a light inside me has been dimmed. Everyone that knows me knows I am outgoing and like to smile and am very personable. But this week I have not been myself, I feel run down and totally unmotivated. I don't know if its work, financial, or just straight up laziness trying to get its hands on me. I am lost and confused of why I feel like this. I feel like I am just coasting staying on the same track, no twists, no turn, no up or downs. Just a straight path to i don't know where. I no god has a plan for me and gives me these hurdles to jump over, but right now I am just running head on to these hurdles and have no urge to jump. I have no answer for this and i am hoping that it will run its course. I just don't want it to affect my job or my training for my run in January, and as of right now it kind of is... All I can do is ask god to give me the strength to overcome this.