Stand by Me...

So I know I haven't written here in awhile and I know I have some people that are considered that I have lost sight of my goal. What I say to those people... you are right. I am not going to lie to you. I know I havent been myself and I know why In my head I didn't think I had lost sight of my goal, but deep down in my heart of hearts I knew that I had. I started feeling content with the progress that I had already made. I felt beat in a sense. And when I say beat, I mean I beat myself. I lost my drive somewhere and I dont know how to get it back. It saddens me to think that I have lost heart, that I am starting to become lazy again. I can only think that I am going to slip back into what I was and that scares me. I never want to be that person again, that person that has no drive and no pride in himself. So this is a declaration that I am getting myself back on the path, even if it takes blood, sweat or tears. I maybe 35 years old but I have a whole life of happiness in front of me and I dont wanna miss any of it. So here it is.... I have 3 months before I run in the Disney Marathon, so starting right now, no more fast food, no more cold drinks, and more working out. Also I will dedicate my life to my job and strive to be the best for a great company and brand. I promise this to all of you out there that care and wanna know what I am going through. If you wanna stand by me on my journey I would love the company. If not, get you ass out of my way I have a race to win....